October 7, 2011

Oh no she didn't: Friday 7th

Well Ranjitha, you have underestimated how pathetic I am yet again. I actually have a guilty peek at this ex-decent blog occasionally AND I can promise you I most certainly will NOT confront you at school because I am a massive pushover and I don't really mind that you excused yourself. Actually impressed that you bothered to leave a little goodbye post.
If you were me you would just disappear for a few months and start apologising; but then again if you were me that would be the least of your worries. And I always come back in whichever unspectacular way I can manage whereas you seem to be gone for good :'(
And back to me being pathetic- even if I had half the balls required to confront someone, the mere thought of the physical exertions required to do so is enough to leave me reaching for my puffer.


October 1, 2011

Goodbye, farewell, auf wiedersehen, goodnight

Hi Everybody,

     So my last attempt to revive this blog didn't exactly work out, did it? This blog, I guess, has been somewhat forgotten in our very large and busy lifystyles, and although I love being a part of A Part of Us, I have to accept that there are bigger things going on that I need to focus on.

     Don't get me wrong, I'm not quitting because I can't handle the job. If that was the reason, I wouldn't quit. I'd stay as a contributor just for the satisfaction of being a contributor to the blog, even if I have to ignore the fact that I was for most of the time to get rid of the nagging feeling I get from not updating. It's just that I've been having issues with blogger, and it won't let me change my email without removing myself as an author. This by itself probably wouldn't be that big a deal, but I also feel that I don't want to commit myself to something if I'm not going to live up to it.

     Maybe the fact that I'm totally screwing up 9th grade and the internet is a major distraction might play a part too. But yeah. I guess I'm leaving. I really hate to do it. I haven't even told Vivian yet (she'll return to this blog in maybe a month or two and then confront me at school... but I'll be ready). But I'm going. Maybe one day, if Vivian bothers to revive it, and if she doesn't get mad at me for leaving and constantly quasi-blaming her for the slow and painful death of A Part of Us, I might return, but until that times comes (and until my grades start picking up), this is farewell.

     Oh, and just in case you live under a rock yet still managed to read the last post... Lady Gaga didn't even turn up to the VMA's. But Jo Calderone did. That sure beat the meat, if you get what I mean.... Ha ha... yeah, now you probably want me to be gone. Well, wish granted.

     Bye guys. I'll miss you. For a week.
   Rani